Ive just found out im going to be fired by the job agency due to the fact that i cannot provide a five year professional referance, when there is no way i could possibly provide one, after having my hours cut, this is the worst thing that could happen at the moment, the count-down just got shorter.

Im now left with no choice but to withdraw from my post office account in order to pay for myself once this job finishes (may be days, may be a week, may be a month at the outside) and keep pushing and pushing in order to get another job, because I am sick and tired of being on countdowns, and I am sick and tired of this crap.

In all honesty - the agency that I've been working for have been the worst so far, but I told them when i started, I would have difficulty with references and pay due to the fact I had an un-certain future, and now I have no chance of providing something I explained to them about - thier Firing me, but in all honesty, it feels like a slight weight off my back. Every time I've been into that agency, I feel genuinly less intelligent than when i walked in the door, and phone conversations feel like someone boring into my head with a power drill - and thier "Contract" is by far the most confusing thing ever devised (Devised as an excuse to hide behind because they are so damned inept at thier jobs) . . . oh well.

A set of possible second jobs are on the horizon, along with checking up on benefits and allouances off the council, this is just another problem to fight through.

It seems like raising my middle finger to the universe is getting mundane now, but I'm going to stick it up in the air anyway - what choice have I got? 'Cause theres no going back now.

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